Oh, so I guess I should give you guys some info. D:posted Jul 26th 2009, 12:17PM
Mood:
Tom and I aren't together anymore, and we haven't been together for a year or so, give or take. I really should have told people on sheezy much, MUCH sooner, but at the time I was really hurt and confused by how things ended. If I had told you during that time, I would've made Tom out to be this horrible asshole fucker who tore my heart out and splatted it into a meat grinder and then served severed heart back to me. He doesn't deserve it, it would be really unfair to him, and we'd have ended on much worse terms. Now I don't talk to him, much like a lot of very good friends here on sheezy.
Unfortunately it's the same in real life too, I'm too detached from people, and when I spend too much time away I feel like I shouldn't be allowed to grace myself with good people. I disappoint people time and time again and it takes a bigger toll on them than me.
I'm too anti-social, too comfortable with my unhappy lifestyle. Tom tried to show me that there's so much better over and over, year after year, and I never listened, and that's why he left. It was boring, no excitement, no movement. It's not his fault, he's the kind of person who loves to move and meet and greet. I guess polar opposite relationships can't last for that very reason. xD
So anyway, there's that news. I recently got promoted to Assistant manager at my job, a couple months back. ouO
I would very much like to be demoted. Customer service sucks balls TTuTT
I have to wait until the end of September to be demoted, when it'll be less busy.
I've been thinking more and more about school lately, and a good friend of mine, Ashley, has been helping me figure out what to do as far as what kind of art classes there are and all that jazz so I can start school again.
Duh.. I hate my sister, if I could possibly kill her without any consequences, I'd do it in a second TTuTT
uhhm.. drawing has been bit of an issue. I have too many ideas, and not enough knowledge and experience to do it, and with my job I have very little time to do it anyway.
OH I have a creepy 54 year old stalker on my hands as well TTuTT
HE'S GOT A FOOT FETISH ;D
HE'D LIKE TO MEASURE MY FEET SOMETIMES AND I TELL HIM NO AND HE INSISTS AND I HAVE TO ASK HIM TO LEAVE ;D
Hopefully there won't be a 3rd visit from him.
There's a lot of stuff, it's just been too long for me to really recount it all..
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